Blood gets in my eye (left eye)...

Okay, the broken blood vessel in my left eye caused by the vomit on Monday night seems recovering, but the relatively little red stain under my eye diffuses to a thrilling blood sea and surrounds my pupil. I really feel upset. I am scared by myself every time I look at the mirror.

We planned to take some 'pregnancy photos' in studio this weekend, but have you ever seen a woman in big belly with a rabbit eye in any picture? It sounds creative, but not pleasant at all.

Tomorrow we should go to a social function, I really worry I will make people scream.

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH......

雙瞳

我的左眼出現雙瞳。多了一個紅色圓點，看起來很恐怖。
話說小朗傳染了腸胃炎給全家。週一下午我感到胃痛及作悶，謝菲腸痛及暈眩，他先回家休息，並勸我取消晚上跟客人的晚飯。

到了六時半，我也受不了，謝菲愛妻深切，堅稱自己沒事，並駕車接我回家。

途中，一陣悶氣從我胸口湧上，我知道自己將會嘔，但沒有器皿盛著，便嘗試用手蓋著口鼻阻止。

當然，這一舉動是徒然，那股壓力仍是一氣呵成的釋放。

之後，我感到在眼有點痛，還以為眼睫毛入眼，但我們估計是我"反嘔"失敗，壓力壓傷了眼睛。

隔天，眼下出現爆微絲血管的情況，眼球下一片血海。今午，瘀血擴散到眼球旁邊，形成雙瞳，幸好不痛不癢，應該會慢慢復原。

Honour that exclusively for him

I get a 2008 organizer from my banking client, this is the first year I got one which dedicated to me. I feel quite happy about it.

Then Jelly showed off his one to me just now, he is not only getting a plain organizer, but also with his name printed on the leather cover. Okay, this is really a kind of 'honour' only he can receive.

When I told him mine didn't have any name on it, he said, 'poor you, no name girl'.

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Still in "The Other Side of the Story"

I am still reading the book The Other Side of the Story by Marian Keyes. It's really a long book, more than 600 pages.

Now I am in Pg. 480, hopefully I can complete reading it over this weekend. Then I can start a new book right before Christmas.

Historian will be my next book. Time to read something more serious. I read too much chick lit. Someone, especially those who discriminate against women's novels claim chick lit can deteriorate readers' IQ... surely this is totally bullshit, but I really get a bit tired to see how career young women strive for exciting life in both workplace and love affair between the pages.

Happy Birthday Jeffreson

Send you loads of kisses birthday boy. I am proud of you as you will become a father of two handsome boys very soon.

XXXXXXXXXX

My first green tea cheese cake

Last Saturday, I was too exciting and forgot to take a nice photo for the whole green tea cheese cake I made in the first time. Strictly speaking, this was the first baked cake I have ever made.

So what you can see here is the remaining 1/8 piece for breakfast in the next day. It received really good response, the taste was great. Even my F.I.L. who excels in criticizing praised it. Surely there was still great room for improvement, the eye white was not stiff enough and made it a bit too hard, but Jeff promised to buy me an electronic egg beater, I am sure the next one will be much better. I am planning to prepare a home-made birthday cake for him. He is really a lucky man!!!!!

P.S. Lucas also ate a lot!!!

Mood Swing

Remember that when I just stepped out from the college and faced the real life, I was a very emotional person.

Sometimes Jeff would complain about that, I got angry easily, and sometimes even for no reasons. I looked like every single human being in the planet had pissed me off, and I just take people acceptance and understanding for granted, especially those who loved me a lot. Because I thought that because they loved me, they should accept me as an artistic, weird and emotional person.

But when I experienced much more and interacted with more people, I understand my thought was totally wrong. No one have obligation to suffer from my mood swing. Then I know that everyone has responsibility to control his/ her emotion.

One day, Jeff told me I become much more mature than the first day we stayed together... Of course, already 10 years time.

And I find that actually, I am not that artistic as I believe...... hahahahahah.