A big fat good news

Last Saturday I was working at home till mid night, then I received a good news from another side of the planet. My friend P. Siu is going to tie the knot!!!!! Almost 4 years ago she gave up her job fearlessly and flew to London to study Movement, I am sure she had no idea that God had made a wonderful plan for her - she met her Mr. Right in this city.

Congratulation my dear, you are really something.

Any way out?

Have came back to this village for more than two months, I am still feeling isolated and invisible. All villagers are so nice to me. I still have to handle some eyesores, but I don't think any villages without shits. There is really no problem of this village, and I tried to join more activities here, but I still could not sweep away that unbearable feeling.

I always want to make some change, I want to move out but I am a bit scared to leave this comfort zone, Everytime when I try to walk away, I feel a bit shaky.

I must be crazy.

Lazy because of hard working

I am lazy to write blog recently because I work hard in working hours. How ironic.

I am stuck in this city for quite a long time, I want to have a long leisure trip to somewhere. Last time Discovery Travel & Living (Yes, I am a hopeless addictor of Discover Chanels) was showing all natural landscape in Australia, New Zealand and Tasmania, I do wish to bring my babies to every corner of the world, to experience the captivation of this planet.

Wish I can make my dream come true... soon.

Never feel shame because you are lucky

Today our highness offered a lecture to all of us. He is a believer of only-those-who-suffer-would-be-succeeded.

I know where he is from, but I could not totally agree with his ideology. It is not necessary to feel guilty because I have not suffered, such as having a difficult childhood or experienced poverty. Besides, having a blissful life does not make a person more vulnerable or less determinate. Being a parent, apart from polishing my kids in harsh way, I think LOVE is the much more effective way to cultivate a pure heart. LOVE give them the confidence and faith to face all challenges. LOVE is different from SPOILED.

Our highness said, if possible, we should send our kids to army to receive training, to let them feel the pains. I will not do this, I will tell them - 'love peace, no war!'

Divine Indulgence

I am writing a report about a luxury brand. I kept mentioning the word 'indulgence'.

What is divine indulgence? I am asking myself. A piece of velvety smooth premium chocolate? Or a 10 carats diamond on a delicate, manicured finger? Or a heavenly relaxing spa in Banyan Tree?

To me, none of these, so what it should be?

A sound sleep in my own messy bed.

But I am sure my boss thinking writing a report itself is a divine indulgence. We also tease that he releases his libido through conducting researches.

I wonder if he will decapitate me if he finds out what we discuss behind him.

But I will tell him this is actually a compliment for him. Hahahahahahahhah!!!

Thank you my sweetheart

Have came back home from the evening focus group. It was already the third one, another three are queueing up in the coming days. Every night, I miss all the three boys (my two babies and Jeff) terribly. However, once I enter the meeting room, I should perform professionally, because this is my responsibility, and I should treasure this learning opportunity.

Typhoon signal eight was hoisted this morning, at least I got half day to compensate my boys by staying with them and watching TV together. Simple is always beautiful.

Big kiss to my beloved hubby, sorry to let you handling the two demanding babies alone at home. I will behave as a gentle sweet little housewife this weekend.

Finding patterns

Jelly has just gone through the notes I have taken in the focus group last night. He teaches me Content Analysis.

It is always good to have learn something new.

Content Analysis is about grouping and categorization, coding and constructing maps of people idea and comment towards the issues.

"This is the essence of qualitative study." Jelly stressed.

I found this is the beauty of analysis. I also love finding patterns in a mess. This is similar to reading a detective story.

Still have five more groups in the coming nights, I miss my babies terribly, and also the big boy at home.