為甚麼地產商總是找洋妞拍洋樓廣告?

這些不就是陶傑常說釣「小農社會的奴性思想麼」?真是崇洋媚外得可笑!
還有,廣告中那些穿金帶銀獸皮(皮草)蓋著人皮的派對情景,我不覺得高尚,只覺得很虛假,很暴發°

I know where you are from….

Okay, after several rounds of back and forth, now I move back to my ‘own’ working cubicle, the seat which I had before my maternity leave three years ago.

Actually it was not my first seat in this office. In the first week, my seat was in the front of the row. Since the one I replaced left in the second week, it was straight forward that I moved to the seat behind.

Mr. Mickey tall occupied this seat first, after he left, Geoffrey took the place. I sit in Jelly’s office for two years, the feeling was pretty isolated because it was far away from my colleague, but thanks god there was MSN and Google talk in this world, I can still sort of link with the outside ‘room’.

After the two years, I was swung out from the room, and relocated at the centre of the office. It was quite a good change. At least geographically, I am more close to my folks.

Now, after these three years, I moved back to this cubicle, the feeling is good!!

Changes

I have been assigned to another team in my work. I think I am the only person practicing “team-rotation” in this company.

It is good to work in a new team, which gives me more exposure, not only in research skills, but also in industries.

However, I have just heard two news will be/ may be happened in Jelly’s team. It would a tremendous structural change, or, most of the things will remain unchanged.

I don’t know. I will only know about the news in June… If the management is effective enough; but it is usually the opposite.

Anyway, now many works pile up in my desk, but I just have no mood to do……

Yesterday I started reading a book called “Letters to Sam”, the book contains letters from a paralyzed grandpa written to his autistic grandson, talking about the beauty of life. I didn’t read the book back cover carefully when I bought it. I have read around 4-5 letters last night, the stories fill with genuine beauty but also tears, they give people good lesson but I think this book is not a good choice as a bed-time reading, at least to me.

I better pick up another book from book-shelf tonight.

512 64

豆腐渣是我們的名勝°

真理,成為我國最稀有的東西°

拜祭親兒被阻撓,母親節也不能慶祝 ,面對手無寸鐵的老百姓,怕得任何事也控制,卻有意無意助大黑領的勢力......

有這樣的政府,想成為超級大國,真是貽笑大方!

Feeling blue

I don’t know why.

Life is supposed to be fine. My families just held birthday parties for me. Everything runs smooth, but I still cannot swipe away the blue feeling, it haunted me for awhile.

I don’t know why I have frustration after waking up these few days; I don’t know why I feel the loneliness.

Sigh…it should be the monthly hormonal changes…..

Revolutionary Road

Finally finishing the reading of this four hundreds something pages novel.

This is a totally heart-broken, beautiful written story.

I thought it was a sad story, but it was a tragedy.

The story uncovered the real world of US suburb families after the Second World War.  Precisely, it uncovered the problems of human-being - our selfishness, the weakness of love, the weakness of family.

Frank and April, the two main characters in the story are suffocated by the peacefulness of daily life.  They tortured each others because they are lost and confused.  Human being is fragile.

What was the problem of suburbanization?  I learnt this concept in geography text-book.  It explains how relatively well-off people moved to the fringe of cities to have a better and more spacious living environment.  Apparently, the real world is more complicated.

A heavy story.

THIRTY-TWO

原來,我下星期一就踏進三張有二的年紀,真不敢相信°  

比較二十二歲的我,現在感覺好得多°現在多了自信和踏實,少了那種莫名的迷惘感°  

還記得十年前剛踏進社會做事,要慢慢地模索做人處事的方法,我感到很吃力°幸好在這麼多年的打滾裏,我獲得點點的歷練,人比以前從容及聰明了點(當然在各方面我還有改善的空間)°

No pain no gain是對的°    

十年前我想起生孩子就害怕,十年後我已做了二子之母°他們成為我的新人生目標,並改變我的人生觀°寶寶們,多謝你帶給我的一切°

圖:二十二歲時拍下的見工相,很傻氣°