八十後

我不喜歡標纖效應,但我愛煞「八十後」這一詞°對我來說,這是一個褒詞°

可惜我是七十末出生,拉極車邊也談不上是「八十後」°

我也經歷過青春無敵時期,最討厭那些所謂的成年人對後生一輩說三道四,說我們如何不濟,一代不如一代°言談中你不難發現他們都帶有一種以踐踏別人而提高自己的酸溜溜,以及那種青春不再的無奈°

請大家真心聆聽「八十後」的意見°

還有那群自稱「五十後」「六十後」的人,拜托!不要表現那麼幼稚,別人叫XX後你又自稱XX後,一點創意也沒有,像跟小孩鬥嘴般低莊°

Hello!! I am a full time mom now

Okay, 2010 is arrived, a brand new year, a brand new life.

And a brand new role - I am a mother, a full time mother, no longer a night time and weekend mother.

This is my third day of being a FT mom. Everything is great, except the annoying drilling noise downstairs, someone renovate their home....

The real estate market in Hong Kong is always active.

Every second I feel blessing when I look at my two chubby little ones. Now I can sing songs when they are taking naps, read them stories, go jogging with them.

Yesterday, I baked fluffy cupcakes for them, they took them as snacks and breakfast.

My future planning...... I am figuring out my path. After all, I still want to continue my career life, may not be traditional full time way, but freelance, part-time etc.

You just don't need to walk the path that everyone does, or people ask you to, right?

And I promise myself, in my next job, I won't take it as serious as previous ones. It doesn't mean I would be lazy, but just take things easy.

Otherwise you cannot fully enjoy your life.

Wish everyone a blissful 2010.

Time to count down

Only about one month to go... I can leave here....

In this second half year, I think I work very hard, but I believe I am burnt out...

Yeah... it's time to find a place that fits me...

No more miserable feeling

No more miserable feeling, never have a shadow of regret.

I look forward to have the new chapter of my life. I look forward to have much more cozy time with my babies. I look forward to spend much more precious moment with my family.

I quit. You know what I mean, after all these more than five years.

It is time to make a change. I should clear my mind, reposition myself, to the place I feel much happier.

I look forward for Jan 1, 2010.

An unvulnerable me wanna jump to a comfort zone

Not sure if this nasty job task drives me mad, or I had no more strength to sustain here, I have the thought to leave this nut company.

I spoke to my senior this morning. She asked me to have a second thought. She felt it would be a waste to quit after I spent all these five and a half years here.

She asked if that nasty-and-no-one-is-willing-to-do-but-me work can be fixed one day (which is very unlikely), if I am willing to stay here.

I cannot guarantee, I do not want to give a false hope to everyone.

And back to square one, I still want to spend more time to my babies, if possible.

I ask myself what is my ideal work:
1. Interesting
2. Gain some money
3. Work-life balance, allow me to spend adequate time to my family
4. Can make some contribution to this world

Is there any jobs like this in Hong Kong? Many people say it is impossible, or very rare....

However, I should believe that there is an ideal job out there for me... It is like an ideal man, which is extremely rare but I have one next to me now..

I should force myself to make a decision tomorrow.

Cross my fingers!

The pace is slowing down a bit

Haven't been in a work low season for quite some time. In my past several waves of low seasons, my schedule was filled with my many tedious yet challenging jobs.

At one moment I think I better shut down this blog... Actually it is not necessary to remove it even I do not write anymore, it won't waste blogger much space at all... Just don't know why I had that thought. Anyway, I haven't delete this link and I think I should continue to write... maybe not as frequent as before, but I hope there are still a few of readers would love to read this diary.

Recently I have another weird thought, I want to read many many books... I am craving from words... I am reading three books at the moment - Stub, A year in high heels and Daddy-long-legs.... The former one is my companion during the after work bus trip, the latter two are for my bedtime reading. In every morning, I read two free newspaper - Metro and AM730 in the 1hour 15 minutes in train. I just want to dive into the world of words....

That is why I feel strange, the more I read, the lesser I want to write....

I think what driving me to write again is Judy Abbott, the heroine in Daddy-long-legs.... She had to write letters to her secret sponsor Jervis Pendleton in monthly basis. I feel her joy through her letters to Daddy-long-legs.

I am not feeling well today, I had some sore throat and running nose... I got from the babies.... because I kept kissing their little lips in this weekend.... I just cannot stop myself, they are so cute and beautiful!!!!!

Anything wanna share....

Wow, I haven't visited my blog for almost two months. I was very busy at work, and I wanted to spend more time with my babies. Since I only have around two to three hours staying with my babies every working day, to maximize the utitility of our time, I usually do not to wash up my make up once I reach home, I would only do so when the boys are asleep.

So, you will find that my private time everyday is just around 11:00pm to midnight. Therefore for, if I was exhausted in the daytime, in my precious one hour I usually do something with less brain usage, such as reading fashion magazine, visiting facebook etc...

Anyway, TGI Friday, finally I have some energy tonight.

In these two months, I read some books, had many happy weekends with my family, worked on some challenging jobs, faced and coped with a difficulty with my daddy. We all love you daddy, you take care and we always support you.

When I grow older, I believe more that nothing is more important than family. Love can give you energy and strength to face all obstacles in life. I feel calm and happy in my recent life, at least, I could achieve the balance among all elements in my life in certain extent.