Diary freak

Don't worry my readers (if there are still any, hahaha), I grumbled always through this online diary doesn't mean my life is really bad.  Actually when I have good time, I just don't have time to write it down.


Hahahahhaha!

Sickness

I was sick again after the hand, foot and mouth disease.  I got a cold and some coughing I guess, and I had fever for four days.  Now I am feeling better, at least I have energy to do typing here.


I am wondering how I could survive while I was a working mom in the last three years.  I fell into sickness almost once a month.


Now is better, around once every two months.


Hope I can pull myself together soon, I need to set some targets for myself. 

I am totally exhausted

My back is aching in these few days.


I don't know why, I just feel a bit depressed.


I find being a stay home mom is extremely exhausted, both mentally and physically.  I don't want to say this to others because everyone around you thinks you are a lucky thing and you are having great life because you don't need to work anymore (well, the part time job once a month not count).


Sometimes I could not stop to cry in front of the boys.  I feel I am a loser.


Thanks SATC 2 that now I know I am not alone.  Miranda and Charlotte shared the same feeling as mine.


However, it doesn't stop me to feel fatigue.

An interesting conversation between me and a girl

I visited Lucas in the kindergarten one day, other kids came to me and asked me to stay with them.
One beautiful 3-year-old girl sit next to me. She touched my hair when we were listening a story from a teacher.

'Your hair is very looooong and curly!' she said.

I thought it was a compliment, so I replied, 'your hair is also beautiful'.

However, she looked at me with a blank expression, then said, 'so why don't you tie up your hair?'
Well.... she thought my hair was messy....

I tried to hide my shocking look, then I responded, 'Oh... that is a good idea, but I don't have a rubber band, I have no money to buy one....'

The girl looked at me with the same blank face, then both of us turned our head back to the teacher.

Helper-less days

One more day to my 18-day of helper-less life.  Welcome to the greatest physical and mental challenge.

Illness

It's confirmed that Lucas is having mouth, hand and foot disease.  Luckily he is not severe at the moment..  Linus still has no symptoms, we are wondering if he is strong enough or the symptoms will come soon.


Lucas cannot go to school this week, what a coincidence that the project of my freelance work postponed.  I would try my best to look after them.


Two days more to my helper-less days.  Add oil.....

感冒

這幾天患了感冒, 心情也差透!晚上睡得不好, 大大的黑眼圈掛在面上°

突然想起, 我剛過了三十三歲, 就是這個星期二, 還收到很多facebook friends的 messages, 提醒了我, 我做了這麼多年人, 還有這麼多人跟我說生日快樂, 是很幸運的!

上星期, 爸媽請我去Little Italy慶祝°

這個星期二, 朗朗知我生日立刻抱著我° 謝菲帶了我去山頂餐廳食飯, 很浪漫, 雖然我有感冒加作悶, 但仍享受每一刻!

星期三, 家人即興為我開生日派對, 奶奶對我很好, 買了我愛的雪糕蛋糕及我未試過的和牛!

星期四, 好友珊珊請我食lunch° 晚上, 跟妹妹看29+1°

這麼多開心事, 為何還悶悶不樂呢?

一定是這個重感冒!!!

要快點好!!!!!