Only about one month to go... I can leave here....
In this second half year, I think I work very hard, but I believe I am burnt out...
Yeah... it's time to find a place that fits me...
雞肉&冬日蔬菜湯 鶏と冬野菜のお雑煮
7 months ago
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
No more miserable feeling
No more miserable feeling, never have a shadow of regret.
I look forward to have the new chapter of my life. I look forward to have much more cozy time with my babies. I look forward to spend much more precious moment with my family.
I quit. You know what I mean, after all these more than five years.
It is time to make a change. I should clear my mind, reposition myself, to the place I feel much happier.
I look forward for Jan 1, 2010.
Monday, November 09, 2009
An unvulnerable me wanna jump to a comfort zone
Not sure if this nasty job task drives me mad, or I had no more strength to sustain here, I have the thought to leave this nut company.
I spoke to my senior this morning. She asked me to have a second thought. She felt it would be a waste to quit after I spent all these five and a half years here.
She asked if that nasty-and-no-one-is-willing-to-do-but-me work can be fixed one day (which is very unlikely), if I am willing to stay here.
I cannot guarantee, I do not want to give a false hope to everyone.
And back to square one, I still want to spend more time to my babies, if possible.
I ask myself what is my ideal work:
1. Interesting
2. Gain some money
3. Work-life balance, allow me to spend adequate time to my family
4. Can make some contribution to this world
Is there any jobs like this in Hong Kong? Many people say it is impossible, or very rare....
However, I should believe that there is an ideal job out there for me... It is like an ideal man, which is extremely rare but I have one next to me now..
I should force myself to make a decision tomorrow.
Cross my fingers!
I spoke to my senior this morning. She asked me to have a second thought. She felt it would be a waste to quit after I spent all these five and a half years here.
She asked if that nasty-and-no-one-is-willing-to-do-but-me work can be fixed one day (which is very unlikely), if I am willing to stay here.
I cannot guarantee, I do not want to give a false hope to everyone.
And back to square one, I still want to spend more time to my babies, if possible.
I ask myself what is my ideal work:
1. Interesting
2. Gain some money
3. Work-life balance, allow me to spend adequate time to my family
4. Can make some contribution to this world
Is there any jobs like this in Hong Kong? Many people say it is impossible, or very rare....
However, I should believe that there is an ideal job out there for me... It is like an ideal man, which is extremely rare but I have one next to me now..
I should force myself to make a decision tomorrow.
Cross my fingers!
Monday, September 14, 2009
The pace is slowing down a bit
Haven't been in a work low season for quite some time. In my past several waves of low seasons, my schedule was filled with my many tedious yet challenging jobs.
At one moment I think I better shut down this blog... Actually it is not necessary to remove it even I do not write anymore, it won't waste blogger much space at all... Just don't know why I had that thought. Anyway, I haven't delete this link and I think I should continue to write... maybe not as frequent as before, but I hope there are still a few of readers would love to read this diary.
Recently I have another weird thought, I want to read many many books... I am craving from words... I am reading three books at the moment - Stub, A year in high heels and Daddy-long-legs.... The former one is my companion during the after work bus trip, the latter two are for my bedtime reading. In every morning, I read two free newspaper - Metro and AM730 in the 1hour 15 minutes in train. I just want to dive into the world of words....
That is why I feel strange, the more I read, the lesser I want to write....
I think what driving me to write again is Judy Abbott, the heroine in Daddy-long-legs.... She had to write letters to her secret sponsor Jervis Pendleton in monthly basis. I feel her joy through her letters to Daddy-long-legs.
I am not feeling well today, I had some sore throat and running nose... I got from the babies.... because I kept kissing their little lips in this weekend.... I just cannot stop myself, they are so cute and beautiful!!!!!
At one moment I think I better shut down this blog... Actually it is not necessary to remove it even I do not write anymore, it won't waste blogger much space at all... Just don't know why I had that thought. Anyway, I haven't delete this link and I think I should continue to write... maybe not as frequent as before, but I hope there are still a few of readers would love to read this diary.
Recently I have another weird thought, I want to read many many books... I am craving from words... I am reading three books at the moment - Stub, A year in high heels and Daddy-long-legs.... The former one is my companion during the after work bus trip, the latter two are for my bedtime reading. In every morning, I read two free newspaper - Metro and AM730 in the 1hour 15 minutes in train. I just want to dive into the world of words....
That is why I feel strange, the more I read, the lesser I want to write....
I think what driving me to write again is Judy Abbott, the heroine in Daddy-long-legs.... She had to write letters to her secret sponsor Jervis Pendleton in monthly basis. I feel her joy through her letters to Daddy-long-legs.
I am not feeling well today, I had some sore throat and running nose... I got from the babies.... because I kept kissing their little lips in this weekend.... I just cannot stop myself, they are so cute and beautiful!!!!!
Friday, August 21, 2009
Anything wanna share....
Wow, I haven't visited my blog for almost two months. I was very busy at work, and I wanted to spend more time with my babies. Since I only have around two to three hours staying with my babies every working day, to maximize the utitility of our time, I usually do not to wash up my make up once I reach home, I would only do so when the boys are asleep.
So, you will find that my private time everyday is just around 11:00pm to midnight. Therefore for, if I was exhausted in the daytime, in my precious one hour I usually do something with less brain usage, such as reading fashion magazine, visiting facebook etc...
Anyway, TGI Friday, finally I have some energy tonight.
In these two months, I read some books, had many happy weekends with my family, worked on some challenging jobs, faced and coped with a difficulty with my daddy. We all love you daddy, you take care and we always support you.
When I grow older, I believe more that nothing is more important than family. Love can give you energy and strength to face all obstacles in life. I feel calm and happy in my recent life, at least, I could achieve the balance among all elements in my life in certain extent.
So, you will find that my private time everyday is just around 11:00pm to midnight. Therefore for, if I was exhausted in the daytime, in my precious one hour I usually do something with less brain usage, such as reading fashion magazine, visiting facebook etc...
Anyway, TGI Friday, finally I have some energy tonight.
In these two months, I read some books, had many happy weekends with my family, worked on some challenging jobs, faced and coped with a difficulty with my daddy. We all love you daddy, you take care and we always support you.
When I grow older, I believe more that nothing is more important than family. Love can give you energy and strength to face all obstacles in life. I feel calm and happy in my recent life, at least, I could achieve the balance among all elements in my life in certain extent.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
I know where you are from….
Okay, after several rounds of back and forth, now I move back to my ‘own’ working cubicle, the seat which I had before my maternity leave three years ago.
Actually it was not my first seat in this office. In the first week, my seat was in the front of the row. Since the one I replaced left in the second week, it was straight forward that I moved to the seat behind.
Mr. Mickey tall occupied this seat first, after he left, Geoffrey took the place. I sit in Jelly’s office for two years, the feeling was pretty isolated because it was far away from my colleague, but thanks god there was MSN and Google talk in this world, I can still sort of link with the outside ‘room’.
After the two years, I was swung out from the room, and relocated at the centre of the office. It was quite a good change. At least geographically, I am more close to my folks.
Now, after these three years, I moved back to this cubicle, the feeling is good!!
Actually it was not my first seat in this office. In the first week, my seat was in the front of the row. Since the one I replaced left in the second week, it was straight forward that I moved to the seat behind.
Mr. Mickey tall occupied this seat first, after he left, Geoffrey took the place. I sit in Jelly’s office for two years, the feeling was pretty isolated because it was far away from my colleague, but thanks god there was MSN and Google talk in this world, I can still sort of link with the outside ‘room’.
After the two years, I was swung out from the room, and relocated at the centre of the office. It was quite a good change. At least geographically, I am more close to my folks.
Now, after these three years, I moved back to this cubicle, the feeling is good!!
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