An unvulnerable me wanna jump to a comfort zone

Not sure if this nasty job task drives me mad, or I had no more strength to sustain here, I have the thought to leave this nut company.

I spoke to my senior this morning. She asked me to have a second thought. She felt it would be a waste to quit after I spent all these five and a half years here.

She asked if that nasty-and-no-one-is-willing-to-do-but-me work can be fixed one day (which is very unlikely), if I am willing to stay here.

I cannot guarantee, I do not want to give a false hope to everyone.

And back to square one, I still want to spend more time to my babies, if possible.

I ask myself what is my ideal work:
1. Interesting
2. Gain some money
3. Work-life balance, allow me to spend adequate time to my family
4. Can make some contribution to this world

Is there any jobs like this in Hong Kong? Many people say it is impossible, or very rare....

However, I should believe that there is an ideal job out there for me... It is like an ideal man, which is extremely rare but I have one next to me now..

I should force myself to make a decision tomorrow.

Cross my fingers!