I am totally exhausted

My back is aching in these few days.


I don't know why, I just feel a bit depressed.


I find being a stay home mom is extremely exhausted, both mentally and physically.  I don't want to say this to others because everyone around you thinks you are a lucky thing and you are having great life because you don't need to work anymore (well, the part time job once a month not count).


Sometimes I could not stop to cry in front of the boys.  I feel I am a loser.


Thanks SATC 2 that now I know I am not alone.  Miranda and Charlotte shared the same feeling as mine.


However, it doesn't stop me to feel fatigue.