A burnt out soul

I am totally burnt out recently.  Being a mom is a really tough job.  The toughest part is you cannot take a break and you cannot quit.

I know I have no right to blame.  Being a mom is a bless, it is a very unique and precious experience, and it provides you the satisfaction that no paid job can give you. (In another way round, you will never be paid or promoted, have you ever heard the titles or Chief Domestic Engineer or Mothering Director?)

Nonetheless, sometimes I do wish I have a chance to take a long breathe.

Thanks god I am still interested in shopping and reading and piano and learning French, otherwise I have no doubt that I have depression.