What I had learnt in the last 2 years?

Well, I had worked in this field for two years, what had I learnt? Seems I am walking is a strange learning path, my learning curve goes up, but in a weird way... Am I professional enough? Definitely not. I hate to be a quitter, but what can I do? Can I see my future? Probably not, I do not have a clear picture in front of me.

How come I am so miserable all the time??

Jelly is out of office, I do not know where he is, seems he has a lot of business to take care of, the work here is not interested to him anymore!!!

Frankly speaking, his frequent absence does not make me feel good.