Hong Kong's vanishing historical past

Our place is losing historical colour, bit by bit.

Why should we re-locate the ferry pier in Central? Why we should reclaim the Victoria Harbour aggressively , simply for establishing some flashy housing estate for affluent people along the water front? The magnificent sea view is belonged to every HongKongese actually.

What on earth those urban planning guys are doing? Do not fool me, I studied Urban Planning before, no single chapter suggests urban planner to demolish everythings to build high profit apratments.

Support

I hope you will support me for all decisions I make. I want you to understand me, I want you all to be proud of me, to give me strenghts.

You know that I am not a lazy person.

When could I leave this cage? Should I seek for any professional advice?

A sweet Wedding

Last night I attended May and Anthony's wedding banquet, it was a cozy night.

We could not believe that Anthony is a musical talent. He wrote and composed a song by himself. He sang the song in their wedding ceremony in church to express his genuine love towards the bride.

In the wedding banquet, Anthony thanked his mom, he said his mom may not able to give him a lot of material things, but she taught him one thing that he would never forget, i.e. to be a good person.

I am impressed. Many parents teach their kids to win others, to be in the front, to get the high marks, to gain money, but they always forget the most important love education.

Materials can never last long, the most important thing is love.

Hopeless vs. brainless

The two words our bosses like to apply on us always: hopeless and brainless. I do appreciate their benevolence that they accept such desperate idiots to be their staff.

I just think that if I build a school, I will separate students into two houses - Hopeless house and brainless house. Here are the cheers:

We are the hopeless!! (Clap Clap Clap, Clap Clap, Clap), or

Who are the worst? We are the worst, coz we are BRAINLESS!!!

We may wonder why I have such negative thinking, or you start to be irriated by my miserable diary, I am annoyed by myself too.

I don't know why every Friday I feel that I have no hope, and Jelly please do not remind me all the time that I really have no hope here. It is not my fault, I do believe.

I lose my passion here.

I miss my blog sphere

I haven't come to this place for quite some time, that is why you see me here. Actually nothing I wanna share, but it seems a ritual that I should jot down something in my secret diary.

How are you all friends? Life is busy for me as usual, but I could manage to leave my work at 7 pm or earlier in past 3 weeks, thanks Samantha and Ally for taking many works especially those pop out after 7. I had spent much more time with Lucas then, I feel that we develop the rapport (it is hilarous to talk about rapport between mother and kid, but it does make some sense for a working mom and her child). Everytime I look at him, he will smile back cheerfully, his smiling face always melts me down.

Lucas is growing very fast, the speed is unbelievable. I have a weird thought all the time, I always want Lucas remains as a baby forever, then he would be taken care by me. Jeff said it is a common thought for many mothers, I am not really insane.

Several reports and jobs pile up but let tomorrow me to face them.

Night night everybody.

Walk away from the cloud

I was stuck in a miserable cloud for quite some time, it is about time to walk away from it. I know that I should not feel upset forever. After all, I am one of the luckiest people in the Global Village - I don't need to worry the basic human needs, I have healthy life, a happy and complete family, and the most wonderful things are, a flawless husband and an awesome baby.

'Positioning' is not only a simple concept in marketing, it is also applicable to my life. Everyone's life is consist of many elements - Love, family, career, friends, study and whatever, we need wisdom to prioritize them. For me, at least in these few years, I would put family in the top of the list. These few years are the critical time for my baby's development, and now I realize that staying with my family brings me the genuine satisfaction and happiness.

Once I make the decision, I will get my direction!

I understand it is not easy to be a working mom even I know my direction, but I will have an anchor. Trust me, don't have to worry me, life will only go better.

女皇的辦公室

女皇妳出巡，在異邦客人面前要叨光，胡亂答應鬼頭子的要求，將原本的「死線」提前一整個月，出賣下屬，還膽敢取消香港公眾假期 - 妳說我們今年沒有聖誕節假期，要工作。

妳瘋的嗎，妳以為我們這代還有著中國人奴性人格，任人魚肉也不敢作聲？引氣吞聲？這些不是默默耕耘，這些叫出賣人命。

妳見到我每天臉色蒼白，眼神空洞，手腳乾枯，你有感覺嗎？妳沒有，妳只顧著自己的花甲有沒有花痕。我近來掉了很多頭髮，你知嘛？我每晚發惡夢，你又怎會明白？就算我變成禿頭，精神分裂，妳只會說：「wah lau..咩咁醜樣呀你？」

妳竟夠膽同我們說：「there is nothing we cannot do, it just depends on how we do!」???那一個月否真的這麼重要？我們交不到reports世界會行慢了麼？妳應該跟客人討價還價，不是唯唯諾諾！

我為了這工作已哭了不知多少次，我的家很需要我付出時間，我不想像妳，像妳老時感到內疚，後侮自己沒有跟兒子好好相處。

妳很像穿Prada的惡魔！不要將我推過底線，我其實站在底線上很久了。