Damn exhausted

I feel sleepy in every waking moment.

It is the toughest time, I should feed baby in the midnight everyday - around 0:00 and 3:00am. I should also change his diaper before feeding, and hug him after feeding. The whole process is around 30-45 mins.

I will let Jeff to do the 7:00am session, because I should do 'milk production' in that timeslot.

That is why I always sleep like a pig in the afternoon.

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I still have not discussed with my bosses about my maternity leave arrangement, the salary and bonus payment had not yet settled down. After the year-end payment of all my insurance charges, investment and tax, I've just found my saving had been eaten up. I am not penny-less, but absolutely reached the poverty level. Oh my goodness, I become a pathetic poor mother who is too lazy to work because she is exhausted all the time......

I need money, I need to buy myself bread... and beautiful dress... and gorgeous shoes...